redearth

2004-12-02T07:07:00.000-08:00

Thursday, November 02, 2004

i missed 2 band pracs this week, and 3 more i'm gonna miss. i was talking to elee about the prawn and gang. we're such meanies. just a day left and i can't wait to get outta this stinking place.

i feel it washing, over me,
slow poisonous tide.
pins and needles, dance on me
sickness undefined.
now I'm afraid,
to face the sky,
please someone hear my haunting cry.

with eyes sewn shut I still can see,
i end up somewhere,
all that is surrounding me,
somewhere in between,
between a dream,
i end up somewhere,
and motionless reality,
will i forever lie ?

i feel it binding,
so smoothly,
i see myself below,
i feel it gnawing,
eating me,
poisonous and slow.
my mind it speeds,
my voice has died,
God let me make the faintest cry.

2004-11-29T21:52:00.000-08:00

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

section outing yesterday at downtown east. onyu crystal esther calissa yihui didnt go. stupid onyu. okay we bought the combo ticket. 23 bucks for adult, and obviously all of us bought the adult ticket cause you're supposed to show your ezlink card. we wanted to sit flipper. queued up, and when it was our turn, the man in charge told us that someone vomited on the seat. how wasted ! wanted to sit the revolution but it was not open yet. the viking ended up to be our first ride. wanted to play the go-kart, but the queue was really long. in the end, we sat the rainbow ride. haha, it doesnt look scary but when you're on it, it's quite fast and you keep hitting yourself.

we sat the revolution next. i sat with pam. we spun one round backwards, then another one forward. haha i felt like i was falling out of the seat. that is what i call a ride. jan jess yvonne linna sat the bumper boats while pam and me wenta buy candy floss. it costs 3 bucks and it's as big as a mini christmas tree. yeah it was so heavy tht the paper stick couldnt hold it firmly. haha.

lunched at bk, ate cheeseburger. then, we headed to wildwildwet. not many people there yesterday. we ran off to ularlah haha we sat that 2 times, played at the playground and the slides and the bicycle ride. it is a thrill ride, but it's not even thrilling ! we swam at the wave pool and sun tanned a little. didn't sit slide up cause they couldnt. jess jan me went to far east next, to buy jessica's board for taufik's poster. she wanted to make a taufik tshirt, so we went to the shop and we came across this maozedong picture. jess and jan went crazy over him. haha i prefer hitler. the uncle told us something which left us quite shocked. sigh so sorry to those who spent their money voting for the contestants cause your vote didnt count at all. im not joking ok. your money will just go to channel5. stupid show.

i just uploaded songs into my camera. haha great i have a mp3 player in my camera.

watching the days burning out like a cigarette
just a few drags to go
you built me up
and you broke me down somehow

2004-11-29T07:09:00.000-08:00

Monday, November 29, 2004

01. what song are you listening to right now? i just wanna live-good charlotte
02. what shirt colour you are wearing now? black
03. have you showered? duh it's 2316h now
04. now who is on your mind? tre cool, err.
05. now, whose lyrics do you like so much? yellowcard's big apple heartbreak
06. now, where do you feel like going? hell
07. what movie do you want to watch in the cinema? SOUE
08. now, what do you want most? that bag
09. now, what are you eating and drinking? drinking mochacino
10. current mood right now? weird
11. when is your birthday? 10 april !
12. where did you buy your school bag? some ulu shop
13. where did you buy your pencilbox? from bestie
14. how was school today? no schl
15. shampoo? organics
16. shower cream/soap? shukubutsu err is tht how you spell it
STUDIES- >
01. best subject? i think science
02. worst subject? math
03. for your last exam, what was your position in class? no idea
04.for your last exam, what was your level position? no idea
LAST TIME- >
02. last movie you watched? incredibles, 2nd time alr
03. last shirt you wore before this shirt? mcs netball tshirt
04. last thing you held? a straw
05. last thing i ate? spaghetti
06. last place you went? J8
09. last testimonial you got? err, i think cheng an
10. last message you got (friendster)? olinda (HAHA)
11. last email? i don't email people
12.last thing you did? talk

2004-11-28T07:15:00.000-08:00

Sunday, November 28, 2004

now cold concrete blank walls
are staring into your lonely eyes

the lessons are getting better every week. soon, we'll be professionals. yeah riiight. anyway, after the lesson, paopaocha and me went to gelare to munch on the chocolate overload + chocolate mocha sundae. haha as if it is sugar-free. then, we trained back. paopaocha reminded me to take home the sticks, but in the end, she had to act as FEDEX and deliver it to me on tuesday. -laughs at her.

met daddy at j8. wanted to dine at swensons, but, the queue was SO LONG okay SO LONG. forget it. we ate teppanyaki instead. ohh i love. there was this caucasian lady who wrapped herself up with sweaters and scarfs. she must have thought singapore is snowing now. wonder how she could take the heat.

i'm playing tictactoe with someone i don't even know. stupid person. so, i'm not deprived of my music after all ! jan is sending me songs. err, kokomo haha kokomo. sucha funny song. but i still like the You Kicked My Dog. that's the best prank call ever ! section outing tmrw. i can't wait.

i never wanted us to fade out
resting on a love that fell apart
where are you, i need you
you still have my heart

2004-11-26T06:51:00.000-08:00

Friday, November 26, 2004

had ____ lesson today. it was much much better than last sunday's. at least we played along with the music, and they played I Want To Break Free by Queen ! yes i was so excited ! ohh all right i'm having a crazy and lame conversation with cheng an now.

[[2daysmore]]i'm out of HERE!!! crazy all day long = chengan
EDNA MODE = ME !

( his nickname is copied from marilyn )

[[2daysmore]]i'm out of HERE!!! crazy all day long says:
hi crazy gal
EDOM ANDE says:
hi copycat boy
[[2daysmore]]i'm out of HERE!!! crazy all day long says:
ya
[[2daysmore]]i'm out of HERE!!! crazy all day long says:
u wanna i copy u
EDOM ANDE says:
ehh
EDOM ANDE says:
okay
[[2daysmore]]i'm out of HERE!!! crazy all day long says:
ehh
[[2daysmore]]i'm out of HERE!!! crazy all day long says:
ok
[[2daysmore]]i'm out of HERE!!! crazy all day long says:
wait areh
EDOM ANDE says:(ME)
you hold on okay
EDOM ANDE says:(CHENG AN)
ok
RACHEL ROCKS says:
OKAY COPY NOW
EDOM ANDE says:
ok
EDOM ANDE says:
liao
EDOM ANDE says:
wait
RACHEL ROCKS says:
ok
RACHEL ROCKS says:(ME)
HAHA !
RACHEL ROCKS says:
hahahah
RACHEL ROCKS says:(ME)
yay!!
RACHEL ROCKS says:
y yay
RACHEL ROCKS says:
u suc
RACHEL ROCKS says:
sux actually
RACHEL ROCKS says:(ME)
excure me lor
RACHEL ROCKS says:
hehe
RACHEL ROCKS says:(ME)
you alr type rachel rocks !
RACHEL ROCKS says:
jus copy u
RACHEL ROCKS says:(ME)
will you copy my nick if i type cheng an sucks
RACHEL ROCKS says:
yaya
RACHEL ROCKS says:
then i will wack
RACHEL ROCKS says:
u

this person is actually quite nice ta bully, although he is affiliated to some weird gang ? i don't know. ohh i've been slacking my ass off these days. where's my motivation ? argg.

JAN : ehh paopaocha, you left me REALLY confused ! who is taiwan daddy and why did birdnestfriend suddenly pop out ? stop acting you kikapo. or i'll drink ya. ehh sunday ! hope it'll be more fun ! LOVE YOU MY MEEPOK / PAOPAOCHA / KIKAPO.

ABBY : one hr speed partner ! hey i'll be ready for your challenge anytime ok ! haha must prepare for another long long period of speed again ! and who says i didnt protect ya ! haha you clung onto me like a koala bear okay i DID protect you somehow right. i knw how to tie yr hair, but yr hair is weak tht's why it was painfuuuul hahaha. I LOVE YOU LAH !

ANDREA : heh heh you know that i've been thinking bout that THANG for very long and i couldnt get over it until a few days ago lah. psst psssst pss tp sst psss rpss tpss tpsssst psst psst psst secret talk to my secret friend ! psst psst okay enought of psssts already haha I LOVE YOU BUDDY !

MOUSY: i hope yer blog went fine ! and um yar he did. I MISS YOU MOOSQUEAK

SER : i miss you too niu nu ! but i saw you today. yay.

YONGS: ehh i dont care lah it looks like a tree house anyway ! i like your house mann ! so coool and plus your pool table it'll be even cooler ! remember catlin ? is that her name ? hahah she is damn funny. and im not scary ! you're scared ! see the diff ? haha errr. LOVE YOU !

ALLY: at first, i thought you said you've got your braces fixed on ME ! hahah huh ? so weird right how can you get yr braces firxed on me ? anyway im glad for ya that yr braces didnt cause you pain ! remember ta choose black next time. LOVE YOU TYS (:

2004-11-24T06:39:00.000-08:00

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

mwahah im back from camp, finally. it's my first time attending band camp and it was pretty memorable. okay shall blog bout it.

DAY ONE ;

dragged myself into the canteen and was quite shocked to see our squad there already. we had briefing for the swearing in ceremony.. blahblah those who are blogging bout the camp will blog bout the same stuffs BUT i will provide you with EXCLUSIVE information ok. erm, yaar riight.

next, we had band prac ( duh?) i can't remember what we did.. ohh i seriously cant remember ! DAMN i only remember funny stuffs. okay fine had lunch and i shall not comment bout it. ohhohh, my group members are SHUMIN, JINGWEN, ANDREA, CRYSTAL, ABBY, SAMNEO AND JOANNE. mhm, someone didn't come huh -winks at andrea

watched gothika later on. that movie is not so scary. pampy and my eyes were glued to the screen ! and there were 2 very noisy women beside me. on my right, it was onyu. haiyo, she kept telling me that she was cold. and on my left, it was abby. this woman here pulled and tugged at my poor arm when the ehh, ghost appears ! and didi kept screaming!! how noisy can it get, arrrr.

thenn, we had water games ! quite fun esp the station where ya had to roll on the hockey pitch. haha andrea and me cheated !

bath time.
dinner. the food ? ehh eee umm ahh ooo.
swearing in ceremony was next ! elaine pinned the badge for me ! haiyah whatever i dont know how to do foot drills damn it. NIGHT GAMES ! THE LONG AWAITED ( yar right) GAME. yihui told us some story bout some woman i dont know what happened cause i wasn't paying any attention. we went to the toilet station. we stopped yihui from switching off the damn lights and locking us up inside ! hahah but suddenly someone screamed so we went there to check it out and it was valerie !she looked damn ghost-like and she was holding a doll. real cool ! ok abby was really cute kay, she refused to let go of me when we had to do some stuff individually ! haha then she said she wasnt really afraid anymore. funny woman lah. the rest of the stations weren't very scary. and some people failed to scare me ! HAHAHAHA. melissa( the ghost) crept behind my back and screamed AAAAAHHHHHH! yes she expected me to scream but instead i went, HUH ? very lame right ?!
played mahjong and speed till 3am.

DAY TWO ;

woke up at 0655, JAN ONYU DIDI WERE STILL SLEEPING!! then the trumpeters woke us up. skipped the morning games with ONYU JAN, don't know, but i was feeling cranky. had the sandwich making comp. prac was very *#^$#_@)^(@_! today.

went for lunch, hawaian pizza and singapore special FREE PIZZA which looked eyyyer. yeah watched jess and samneo play speed. goodness jess is fast.. or is samneo slow ? jess won. the oboe section VS the percussion section ! okay it was super hilarious. hahaha and guess what GUESS WHAT i played speed with abby for an HOUR!! ARRGHHH. wanted to give up already but maybe lady luck was on my side and i won abby !, after an hour. we were both tired and insane man. okay i played with jessica next and i won!!! psst i did the onyu way and my way of grabbing the pile ! ok yay helped jan to revenge alr. then i played with samneo. OMG!! the game was so crazy ok. i almost had a heart attack!!! she kept screaming and i was so ganjiong, tried grabbing the pile and plus 4 extra hands from jacq and pampy made it really MAD!! i learnt a new game from onyu ! yayy. seems that jessica is addicted to mahjong, tsk and her stupid simple plan. eh, and those people who read until here really have lotsa patience. i can't do it !

briefing next.
yuck x3.

BREAK CAMP :D

2004-11-22T01:10:00.000-08:00

Monday, November 22, 2004

HA x3
suu is helping me create a habbohotel account. i remember playing that before, but i seem to forget my password. damn. there's band camp tmrw arr i want my tv. ohh i just saved some pictures of greenday and marilyn manson. i think tre cool is the coolest drummer ever !

ate at summerspoon ystd, after the lesson. omg the fish & chips are delicious but i couldn't really bite cause of my *bleep* braces. ha x3, my acc is created.

i'm leaving next saturday :)

2004-11-21T07:50:00.000-08:00

Sunday, November 21, 2004

FINALLY, A LAYOUT THAT ISN'T SCARY AT ALL
WHOEVER SAYS THIS IS CRAZY IS OUT OF YOUR MIND
OR EITHER YOU ARE REEEAAAALLY BLIND LARR

2004-11-19T07:01:00.000-08:00

OKAY I ONLY HAVE 2 MINUTES LEFT TO WRITE THIS SHIT.

SLY = SHIT.

GOOD NIGHT.

2004-11-19T03:19:00.000-08:00

SLIPKNOT'S NEW MASKS, COOL.

2004-11-17T07:02:00.000-08:00

OH NO
WHERE ARE YOU
WHEEEREEE ???
ARGG
I JUST LEARNT A VERY
VERY DARK SECRET
WHERE ARE YOU ):
OOOOOOIIIIIIIII !

2004-11-17T04:55:00.000-08:00

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

there's a truth in your eyes
saying you'll never leave me ;

ohh this is the second time i'm blogging today. i've been kind of bored. the pancakes dad bought are good, really crispy. results of the netball tournament > amethyst won 3rd place i think. never thought that they could improve so much.

i decided to change my layout to something not so scary. realised it would be quite disturbing to the weak-hearted huh ( winks ) you know who you are :) so now i'm desperately trying to think of happy things, happy thoughts and came up with this doll.. which is um, not really happy. yeah, nvrmind.

I LOOK FORWARD TO FRIDAY AND SUNDAY AND MONDAY.
harhar you better go :)

2004-11-16T22:17:00.000-08:00

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

travis's new album is very very nice. and 1,2 step by ciara and missy elliot is quite cool man.

there's a netball tournament in mcs today. just know that amethyst won't win anything. it's pathetic. nevertheless, i still wanna wish chris the best of luck. she's the GK.

side ;

well i believe
there's someone watching over you
they're watching every single thing you say
and when you die
they'll set you down
and take you through
you'll realise one day that

the grass is always greener on the other side
the neighbours got a new car
that you wanna drive
and when time is running out you wanna stay alive
we all live under the same sky
we all will live we all will die
there is no wrong
there is no right
the circle only has one side

we all try hard to live our lives in harmony
for fear of falling swiftly overboard
but life is both a major and a minor key
just open up the chord

2004-11-14T03:09:00.000-08:00

Sunday, November 14th, 2004

you know, i wanted to on the computer just for the sake of listening to seven nation army so that i can play it on the piano, but i got hooked on to the net. i'm gonna be a netizen someday i just know it. good news is that i've recovered from the flu and bad news is that mother might want to enrol me back in hans. it is a chinese tuition centre. my chinese composition grade is just going down, down, down. oh that apparently reminded me of blink182's down. so many movies coming up especially my favourite, series of unfortunate events. i've yet to watch shark tale. i'm so slow.

urrk lover is going overseas, what now ? hope she packs me in her suitcase and i'm off to thailand and china :) i shall go back to my weird rendition of seven nation army. this picture is not scary, right ? right ?

2004-11-13T07:04:00.000-08:00

Saturday, November 13th, 2004

band = yuck.
cip = uark.
tuition = yuck uark,
but with some people = :) / :]

2004-11-11T01:23:00.000-08:00

Thursday, November 11th, 2004

is this the real life
is this just fantasy
caught in a landslide
no escape from reality
mama, i just killed a man
put a gun against his head
pulled my trigger, now he's dead

mama, life had just begun
but now I've gone and
thrown it all away
mama, didn't mean to
make you cry
if i'm not back again
this time tomorrow,
carry on, carry on,
as if nothing really matters

too late, my time has come,
sends shivers down my spine
body's aching all the time,
goodbye everybody, i've got to go
gotta leave you all behind
and face the truth
aama, I don't want to die,
i sometimes wish
i'd never been born at all

i see a little silhouetto of a man,
scaramouche, scaramouche
will you do the fandango
thunderbolt and lightning
very very frightening me
spare him his life from this monstrosity
easy come easy go
will you let me go ?

Bismillah! We will not let you go
LET ME GO !
Bismillah! We will not let you go
LET ME GO !
Bismillah! We will not let you go
LET ME GO !

Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me
for me, for me
so you think you can stone me
and spit in my eye
oh you think you can love me
and leave me to die

nothing really matters,
anyone can see
nothing really matters,
nothing really matters to me

(( BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY ))

2004-11-07T05:33:00.000-08:00

Sunday, november 7th, 2004

i don't bear grudges, i just get even. hmm, doesn't that sound seemingly familiar ?

it's been so long, so long. i can't believe my ears.. or my eyes. um, whatever.

i am sick. what the -. how am i gonna watch PD tmrw ? MARHAR, but maril is praying !

i like fantasia's new single > truth is. i think that is the title. anyway, the sinner by tess gerritsen is really thrilling. absolutely riveting !

continually failing these trials
but you stand by me nonetheless
and you won't let me sink
though I'm begging you, I'm begging you.

2004-11-02T07:32:00.000-08:00

Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004

i think the prawn has moodswings. one minute, she's scolding someone. and the next, she's laughing and being lame. yeh, she played some headcount thang with us. okayokay but it was quite hilarious ? anyway, yanzhu > i really don't know who you're talking about kay.

i love changing my style of blogging, haw haw.

great, janice and me are finally taking up the intensive drum course thingy :) that's something to feel happy about :)

going out with lover tmrw, haven't seen that moosqueak for almost a month. harhar :)

and as for now im gonna
hear the saddest songs,
and sit alone and wonder.

2004-10-31T06:39:00.000-08:00

Sunday, October 31st, 2004

that i had a dream about us ;
don't yall just love the U2 ipod ?
why if you just click on my links, the beautiful ipod will appear in front of your eyes.
it is so mesmerizing, it will captivate you.
whatever, hey i just found a job.
i can be a marketing executive when i grow up.
anyway back to the ipod.
it costs US$400.
yea right, rachel, dream on.

ghost show later.
smiles.

you called to say you wanted out
i can't blame you now
i don't think you're worth
a second glance.

2004-10-28T07:27:00.000-07:00

20041028

I can do what I want
I can go anywhere
because now nobody cares

since you've been gone

EEWWW. i hate the picture on my blog. just deleted it. i think it's ugly, harhar. hurray, purity came in 3rd for the drama fest comp surprisingly, i thought we did not stand a chance. oh and the prize is just a bar of kit kat ? har,har. but i received TWO BARS ! all the actresses have TWO ! -waves in front of janice. haha, okay il get em for you soon.

spent the whole thursday in school playing speed, speed and more speed. gah what a bore ): before recess i was really a loser. lost to ong, yanzhu and ser repeatedly, har-har, NOT FUNNY. after recess, i had my revenge like WHOOHOO ! just lucky for a short while though. sang some songs, my favourite > be with you. did some christian songs too. i like the one with actions. really really humorous.

had spring cleaning during band, and the percussionists had nothing to do. yarharhar. onyu went home to lock her DAMN door, and pampy followed her. grr. played speed with calissa, then cross word puzzle with janice and also helped out a little at the library corner stuff.

okay i HAVE to say this, here goes !

i THINK ja-jan-janice REALLY ~~coughs~~ ROCKS ! :D

-hides face immediately, HEH, kidding.

before i go, HAPPY HALLOWEEN TO THOSE WIMPS !

2004-10-27T06:40:00.000-07:00

aoeuhg moaieubrh viaubnv iusnd igubhewirugwiurnne.

2004-10-23T05:51:00.000-07:00

20041023 ;

It's only you who satisfies me

You mesmerize and mystify me

am i annoyed or what ? there's this guy singing outside my house, as in, he's singing really loudly and it's extremely horrid. ( he is singing i believe by fantasia barrino ) shit. i needta drown myself in blink182 now.

later peeps.

2004-10-22T03:55:00.000-07:00

20041022 ;

all my little plans and schemes,
lost like some forgotten dream
seems like all I really was doing,
was waiting for you

today, ser and racho invited themselves to my house. yes. these two goons really made my day.

go away. you disgust me.

2004-10-16T02:13:00.000-07:00

learn the truth about medical examiners. if they don't do it, who would ? people do not understand why medical examiners choose to walk in Death's footsteps. do they enjoy it ? you wonder. does the touch of cold flesh, the stench of decay, hold such allure for the examiners that they have turned their backs on the living ? this cannot be normal, people think, they are odd luck. so why do they choose this job ? because the Dead deserve their attention; they want them to know why they died.

the dead are patient.

they do not complain,

nor threaten, nor cajole.

the dead do not harm you;

only the living do.